haiz~

What a lame day? Got to woke up on 8.30am! Not feeling well again, Cloudy sakit tekak!!! Though, got to met up with uncle seng, paid him the fee, and then go wisma what what don't know to make my new ic. Balik rumah afterward. Makan nasi with crab, DELICIOUS!!! yummy yummy, i been waiting for so long to eat crab ler. Finally~ i love you daddy...^^ Took Panadol Actifast after ate, terus tidur mati. My phone rang for so many times, but still can't wake up. i slept from 2pm til 6something ler. Tdo like a babi! woke up, makan pulak. sei mei~ eat, sleep, wake up, eat then sleep again? Zhadou~ Those lemakness is looking for me, i know! Fat fat holiday lo...

The stupid brother going out but don't want to bring me go along! Shit him!!! Let me boring at home. hate him hate him! Thought already promise to bring me go kai kai during i coming back kelantan, manatau? Still the same, never bring me go anywhere! tiu~ what i'm going to do now? Sienz like hell! haiz~

Why am i still sms-ing you? I also don't understand myself. I thought i am angrying you now. Actually i was not, not at all. haiz~ Just, still can't accept what you had did to me. Or? I already forgive you? OMG! Confusing with myself.

kelantan-ing

Yo, Cloudy in the house....
Cloudy at kelantan now. hmmmmm.... eat eat eat and sleep! Cham lo... 2 weeks at here will be bring 10kg back KL lo. Those lemak, STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!! OMG!! Haiz~ what a bored day, internet's suck, can't on msn also. But i still enjoy at my own house better than KL. ^^ comfortable. Just eat and sleep. keke~ Just 2 days at here, i already can feel the 'lemak'ness in my body. sh*t! Nothing to do at home, no place to go too. Feel like going beach, but then mom said december go beach very dangerous.

Haiz~ Moody!!! Cause of that stupid thing, make me confuse, blur, and moody!

心情低落。。。

现在的心情很down，但不知道要向谁谈心事。现在已经是凌晨四点钟了。全部人都在发着甜蜜的梦了吧！竟然在我考final时发生这种事情。令到我没心要读书了。等一下又是考两个科目。读也读不进头脑了。为什么连一个我认为很单纯，很好，很信得过的一个人都是个卑鄙，简直就是个奸人！世上真的没有好人了吗？都死去哪里了？绝种了吗？还是我对这‘新的世界’还不够了解？是我太信得过人家了？还是我太单纯了？为什么一直被人家骗的？我最信任的都是骗着我的。那我还可以信任谁呢？我真的是无力了，不想呆在这里了，这里都是骗人的世界，奸人世界！我想回去属于我的地方，过着无忧无虑的生活，很多人都尊敬我的地方。我再也不敢再信任任何人了。这次是真的受到很大很大的教训了。我独自一个人也不错，至少没有人会来骗我感情吧！不是别人单纯，而是我自己。我一定要改变我自己！不要再让任何人再来伤害我了。。。是我太笨了！

Today~

Finished Computing Studies paper. Still can breath la. Lucky got little chen, he was teaching me til so late night. Thanks ya bro!! The part A easy la, part B is MCD or objective, okok la, part C is fill in the blank, i really BLANK lo, part D is true or false, aiya~ tembak aje! Though, still ok for this paper. Tomorrow is last day of examination, I still have 2 papers to go on, Basic concept of mathematics and Quantitative Method. Both are math, mati boleh! Later maybe going to study with my friends. But then never get any phone call from them yet. Tonight tak payah tidur lagi lah, 2 subjects wei! Tak mati pun almost masuk kubor. Tomorrow night going back my LOVELY yet SWEETY hometown. 8.30pm train, lucky got Adelynn be my company, abo sienz sui. 12hours++ ler. Nothing can do on the train.

I feel like eating prosperity burger at MCD ler. My favourite burger, the best-est burger i ever eat. yummy yummy.......................... Don't know when only got change to eat? but fat ler!

ok then, short short for today. Got to add oil le. bubbye~

Final exam_____Sem Break!!

exam lur.............................. It's time to MATI!
I hate exam.........................
I hate Math......................... (again?)
haiz~
I just finished 1 subject nia, still have 4 subjects to go on.
Algebra? Retake!
Basic Math? Sub paper!
QM? Tak tau!
Computing Studies? mati!
How o?
My next subject is Algebra, but until now haven't study yet. Even though i ACCIDENTLY get a GOOD RESULT(although i know is impossible), but i also fail 'ding' le. Cause my mid-term get 'egg' wor. The lecturer lor, less less less my mark! T.T Retake ma retake lo.. bo pian! Need to see her on coming semester again? Memang Shit la!
Feel like don't want to study, give up! Or else choose other's course to study better. I really can't handle it. What to do? I'm stupid ma. Not 读书的料。But i can't disapoint my parents right? So, just try my best! T.T

I'm looking foward for my sem break lo......
next week next week!!!!
Going back Kelantan lo...................................
but.....................................................................
What to do at kb so long? Damn bored place!
Prefer to stay at KL, but miss my home......
hmmmm~~
At KL also bored wor?
So, balik kampung lah!!!!
^^~

i'll miss you always

It's another sad day....

Mom called me....

She said, dad had sent her to heaven....

I was so shocked....

She is one of our family member....

Although i seldom play with her....

Although i seldom talk to her....

But she is one of my love....

I will always miss you....

No more suffering for you....

Rest in peace in the other's world....

We will always miss you....

I won't send you with my tears, I know you don't want to see our tears....

Mimi~

little mimi

little mimi 2

mimi

mimi

mimi

love you my dear mimi




I'll miss you always....

my stupid stuff

It's already 5:44am.. tak tidur ke? Yeah, Cloudy is almost 1 week slept on 7 in the morning, and woke up on 4pm. Pig arrrrrrrrr!!!! Cloudy really confused with Cloudy's body, at night Cloudy is not sleepy at all, Cloudy tried to sleep but then can't! Actually Cloudy very tired now, feel about to sleep, but Cloudy don't think Cloudy can sleep now. If Cloudy TDO now, for sure Cloudy can't get up on 7am, got exam on 8am ler, (computing studies). Just now went to MCD studied with friends, but Cloudy think we played more than study lor. haha~ Ah Chen was singing in Meetoto, his voice still the best 1, Cloudy love it!! hehe~(love his voice, not him k?) After balik rumah, can't open the stupid lock at Cloudy's house's gate, so Cloudy decided to lompat pagar, yeah, Cloudy did it! Fuh~!! Ah Chen said: kampung girl! hahaha~ who cares? yes Cloudy is a kampung girl... But really paise lor, at city wor. How could a girl lompat pagar ler? malu dou~ But bo pien lor, abo mau Cloudy sleep on the road outside meh? Don't care lah! Reached home, online... MEETOTO!!! OMG, it was Cloudy's first time sang in meetoto, lucky no one throw the shit on Cloudy. So SONG arh sang at here, although Cloudy's sound like a DUCK kena 'tai', cause haven't recover from sick yet. haha~ ok then, got to study again... chao~

sick~~

I never touch my blog had been so long time.. Nothing to write ler.. my life so bored, nothing special to write.

Cloudy's sick now. 4 days already, haven't recover yet. Miss my family, miss my home, miss my mom so much. i wish i was home then, so that my mom can take care of me while i'm not feeling well. Just now i called dad and my second brother, but my dad seems like wanted to fast fast close the phone. Adui, dad ar... i miss you la, cannot talk a while more meh? Can't contact my mom, kg. Bahagia takda line!! Maxis or digi please put some tiang at there ler, so that i can contact my parents.. Haiz~ I thought stay alone will better than have roommate, now i know i was wrong. I need someone to take care of me while i'm sick! If at hostel now, for sure Adelynn will cook some porridge for me. At here, nothing to eat, cannot walk to outside some more. Last night can't fall asleep, this morning still can't fall asleep. What the hell? Damn 'xing ku' la.... Haiz~ Just now i was cried, because i can't stand the 'xing ku', i'm hungry, i can't sleep and i miss my mom some more. I hate sick!!!

Wish to go back my hometown. Miss them. Miss there. Miss my old life. New life so suck!!

f*ckin' weekend!!!

OMG!!!!
Sipe sienz la wei this weekend.... after finished exam in the morning, balik rumah and online.. damn damn damn bored!!! cannot breath!!! too bored already..................... online and doing nothing until night, waliao~ online also very bored... haiz~ god, help me!

Went out to eat dinner with Pat Pat, chatted about 'fei hua', he is rushing to back early cause he going to clubbing later on.. Leave me sienz alone pulak! balik rumah lor... damn it! Cannot online... what the~~~ haiz~ watched movie lor... after half of the movie, felt so sleepy..

Good Night~!

Second day, boleh tahan than yesterday... woke up at 2pm.. XP So hungry, called jien chen and asked him to have a lunch together. He said he going out with Ah Piong, so i followed them. I bought Chak Kuey for myself and my housemate, the Chak Kuey very nice arr..... Fu-Yoh!! After that, accompanied wan yee and adelynn to looking for room to let.. Finally wan yee wanted to stay at Daniel's house. Cheapest, Nicer, Biggest than others.... after that, balik rumah online...

That's all for the boring weekend's days!!

New Phone

Arrrrrrrrrhhhhhxx!!!!

Long time never update my blog... Damn lazy to blogging recently.. hmmmmmmmmmm, nothing much for today.. Yeahh!!! I bought new handphone..

model: W580i

colour: White/Orange

Let's see the picture~

I ''love'' Mathematics!!!

I HATE MATHEMATICS DAMN DAMN MUCH!!!!
It's SUCKz!!!!
It make me Crazy!! It's make me Get Scolded!!

excuse me..... My math is suck ok? my brain already cannot pusing pusing... then why must force me and scolded me as well? I don't purposely stupid ok? Why and why and why we must learn math? i damn hate math la!! Did A QUESTION for whole night!!! Guys, A QUESTION ok? Only one question i did it 5 or 6 time, guess what? all the answers is not same!! What the.......!!!!!God, help me please... let my brain pusing pusing sikit lah! Cannot tahan la.... You know? This semester i got 5 subjects, 4 subjects is MATHEMATICS!! waliaoweh... cannot breath! Lucky got A SUBJECT that i love, Malaysia Studies (it is Sejarah la)... hahaha~ [i'm crazy-ING]

I know mostly people like math much, but i'm not, not at all! Since i was in primary school, i always get scolded by my math teacher... TOO STUPID! sorry la, if you give me a pencil to drawing, i'm ok with it... but you gave me a pencil to do the calculate, kill me better~ Even a simple calculation, i also had to used calculator to solve it... see how poor in math am i..

Teruk kan?

[ok then, later i got Algebra's test. Yupz, it's interest and nice and easy and lovely MATH.. wish me good luck!! pray for me~ (x_X)]

tired tuesday~

I hate Tuesday.... went to class like usual, 1pm-2pm got QM class... mamamiya, class canceled!! OK, nevermind... still got other classes, 2pm-5pm malaysia studies. seriously, i like sejarah a lot ler!! never feel bored for the class.. 5pm-6pm had basic concept of mathematics, never understand what lecturer had teached... sienz!!! 6pm-9pm got dance practise some more, prepare for a performance, tired dou~~ after that went for dinner with Daniel and Kia Siang at Old Town.. and we played pool together. Then we walked back to my house, they sent me back. After took my bath, waiting Ah Chen to go out study lor.. tomorrow got test ler......... That stupiak lecturer's test!!! Algebra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hate hate hate~~

Now, 12.37am... still waiting for Ah Chen!!! i'm damn damn damn tired and sleepy already!
............................[ah chen just called me, he's coming out!! thanks god!]

weekend!

Today.... Saturday, i woke up on 8am (called by ah chen), he wake me up cause we all had a plan to play basketball. All of them, i mean Adelynn, Inn and Adelynn's roommate was get ready for it, only me that tidur mati and was late for it. Ah chen waited for me for 30minutes at downstairs. haha~ sorry ya... i can't get up although the alarm is already set to wake me up at 7am. We going to meet up Ah Piong at there, when we was arrived the court.... wakao!!!! Damn many people la wei.... how could we play infront of so many 'leng zai'? some more my basketball is super duper NOOB lor! eh, not my fault ok? When i was in KL only i learned to play... before this never touch the basketball also! @@ ok la, force myself to play lor...

They girls are planned to go mid valley after that. I followed them, cause they wanna meet up with Wan Chen (from TarC), we knows him from the digi camp. He's quite quiet guy... When we arrived mid valley, we went for our lunch first, at MCD... after that, hang kai lor.. damn sienz~ so we decided to watch movie. I was searching for any nice movie and I choose [Death Race], but haven't reach the time yet, so Ah Chen and Wan Chen was decided to play pool while waiting for the movie's time 1st, shuang dao, i do love play pool. Time reached, is almost late for the movie, so i rushed rushed, manatau.... masuk hall salah!! malu dao~~ i'm sure i'm not see it wrong, it's wrote in the tickets hall 13, but why i masuk hall 11? damn shy la wei... hahaha~ hmm, [Death Race] waliao.... damn nice lor the movie... syiok dao.................................... no matter what, i will buy the DVD lor.. Fu-Yoh!!! The movie was so Awesome...

After movie, sent Inn hostel and pergi makan bak kut teh nearby northwing and balik rumah. Oh ya, i bought a DVD, [The Mummy 3].. actually i already watched it, but... hehe~ i like to buy movies ma..

Damn tired day, so...... it's time to rest! Good night everyone... muackz~ Cloudy love you all 0o!!

busy day + UCSI's mid-autumn event

Today i'd like to starting with......... I'M LATE TO CLASS!!! Is a Quantitative Method's class, lucky the lecturer not like our Algebra's lecturer... if not, mati awal!! After class, i direct to the examination hall, yup, taking supp. paper. The stupid lift! Bring me ups and downs for so so so many times, how come cannot bring me to 5th floor la? i was waiting for damn damn long time only can reached exam hall.. after finished exam, i went to Malaysia Studies class for last 1 hour, and we chatted around in Audi hall, and continue by Basic Concept of Mathematic, it's a lame subject! 6pm finished the class, it's time for WORK!!!

CCS had did an event called mid-autumn at between block B and block C, i'm games' department, and my booth's game called FISH~~ such a cute name right? hahaha~ is something like 'lao' the fish la, by using tissue paper, once the tissue has touched the water, just only 5 seconds and the times will up. Get how many ma take it back home lor. sound hard right? not at all.... many people did it easily.. i like dance club performed, they did it well... congratulation!!! Although i'm not been choosing to perform, but i always support them!! hehehe~(see, cloudy so good!! hahaha~) The event was great, a lot of fun, although is damn damn damn and damn tired! But it's a good momment for everyone to remember. Went back home, lucky got Benji fecth, if not.... walking back alone lor! Thanks to Benji~ =)

Waa.... tired like hell, but cannot sleep yet, i have to read the Economics notes first, tomorrow got exam.. classes straight from 1pm-6pm, then got to working some more, see how tired am i also cannot get to bed! Poor Cloudy... so pity to myself~~ T.T headache-ING! Hopefully i didn't fall asleep before done all the notes.. ab bo, si la wa....

The End of a busy day.....

stomachache!!!

Moon cake festival

happy moon cake festival to everyone.....
Damn, raining heavily!! what the....................... i got to walk to ruoping's house due to they are having a party there.. 6:30pm, raining, got ''da lei'' some more, walking alone, don't know where is her house... damn scary lor!! But also got to force myself to walk to there.. (bo pian!! friend what...) walking and walking and walking..................... Finally i saw Adelynn waiting for me under the rain, that's mean i reached her house! yeah, we having a BBQ, hot dogs.. chicken balls.. crap sticks.. is ready to full in our stomach! wakakaka~~ @@ i tried to 'qi huo', but then... i failed!! Roshan the one who had 'qi' the fire. Congatulation!! Adelynn's roommate which is from china keep on taking pictures, we played tang lung, ate moon cake, chit chat around. SONG!!! wah, all from different places, some is from Korea, some is from China, of course mostly is Malaysians la. Adelynn and her roommate leaved early cause her roommate is sleepy. haiz~ left me..... cause i'm not close with them. Nothing to chat. The boringly is killing me, so i sms Galdon and asked, 'What are you doing?', he called me back, he said he at KTM station waiting for the train. Waliao, sienz lor... no one to sms with! I don't want to walk back alone, it's already late! later i ''pregnant'' ma charm! so, ruoping's friend will fetch me back. Got to wait for him, he said he will back quite late.. sienz dou! ok lor, people wanna fetch what... Lucky not that late, just 11pm++.. ok la, boleh tahan.. i thought he will back on 12am or 1am something. haha~

pictures i will update next time, because i don't have it yet!

end of the story for today~

digi fiesta

All the pictures is took by Prakash, he's the best photographer..

thanks ya..

with chloe...

cheese~~

i love to smile...

am i look childish with the hair tied?

sorry Justin, you are not included! XD

i'm not purposely to look at there...

smile cloudy, smile....

I'm so 'zhi lian' la... All uploaded myself's pictures.. wakakakaka~

Borin'

Since i never update my blog for so long. Cause i don't know what to write... =.=!!! But then i'm too boring, super duper boring!!! So i decide to update my 'fei' blog.. hmmmmmmmmm~ today? nothing special, just a normal weekends, wtf... i hate weekends!!! just staying at home, looking at the monitor and DOING NOTHING!!!(sound crazy!) weekends, is the most poor days in whole week. (Because Monday only my brother will bank in money for me.) Mean money almost finished la.. Today i woke up quite late, 12pm++... hehehe~ what to do if i'm wake up so early? boring also... better sleep! right? ok, just now ah chen called me, asked me to go yam cha with him, wtf, no money lazy to out lor.. So i 'ju jue' him! sorry ya~ i know a lot of rude words will out from his mouth since i tolak him. XD

Today, i'm having a brunch alone... Instand noodle is the best choice cause i'm lazy to cook! It is a Thai's instand noodle, never try this favour before, Tom Klong flavour. I don't really like this favour, 'wei dao guai guai' and fcuking spicy.. But i can take spicy 1 la.

Later we will having a party at ruoping's house, never go her rent house before. I don't know what the party for, maybe due to moon cake festival. hahahaha~ hmmm, moon cake festival, I miss my home... T.T If i'm home, my dad will accompany me to play tang lung. huhuhu~ sound childish!(tell you all a secret, my dad like to play with FIRE! hahaha~) I wanted to eat moon cake ler... (Double Yoke.. hohoho~ my favourite!!)

nowadays i feel very lonely.... go college Alone, eat Alone, sleep Alone, stay in my room Alone!!!!!!!
T.T

Beware of doctors.....!!!

Jika anda ingin menbuat body check atau apa-apa check pun kat Klinik wanita, harap-haraplah anda bawa teman lelaki atau husband untuk teman bersama dan tunggu kat dalam bilik besama anda. Atau minta jururawat untuk teman anda di dalam bilik.

Mengapa?

haa............. Mulalah cerita saya hari ini, telah mendapati ada doktor 'GILA SEX' yang merogol wanita-wanita yang telah diberi ubat bius, yang teruknya, doktor berikut telah mengambil gambar dan peras ugut wanita-wanita tersebut. Apa yang boleh mereka buat? Terima sajalah hakikat... Ceritanya terdapat dari seorang jururawat yang bekerja di klinik tersebut, dia terasa hairan kerana doktor tersebut tidak pernah bagi dia masuk dan berada dalam bilik apabila checking untuk menolongnya, jururawat tersebut pun cubalah curi tengok keadaan dalam bilik itu. Dia mendapati doktor sedang merogol wanita yang diberikan ubat bius dan dalam keadaan separuh sedar diri tetapi tidak boleh buat apa-apa pun kerana badannya telah dibius. Jururawat tersebut pun mengambil gambar pembuatan doktor yang jahat itu.

Gambar berikut bukanlah gambar lucah, inilah gambar yang telah diambil oleh jururawat berikut:~

Kesian pada wanita-wanita yang telah menjadi mangsa kepada doktor yang tidak bermoral. Daripada Hyyin/Cloudy kepada wanita sekalian, ingatlah pesanan dari saya, jika tidak, menyesal pun tidak berguna. Saya bukanlah bermaksud semua doktor akan buat pembuatan seperti berikut. Tetapi janganlah biarkan kelakuan berikut berlaku pada diri sendiri baru nak RASA!

p/s: Sudah lama tidak tulis karangan dalam bahasa melayu, jadi mungkin ada banyak kesalahan dalam kegunaan ayat. Saya ingin meminta ribuan maaf atas kesalahan.

song's lyric [对的人] luv it!

你问在我心中是否还苦恼

那次受伤否决了爱的好

谢谢你的关照我一切都好

一个人不算困扰

爱虽然很美妙却不能为了寂寞又陷了泥沼

爱要耐心等待仔细寻找感觉很重要

宁可空白了手等候一次真心的拥抱

我相信在(这个)世界上一定会遇到

对的人出现(在眼角)

那次流过的泪让我学习到

如何祝福如何转身不要

在眼泪体会到与自己拥抱

爱不是一种需要是一种对照

能愿意为了一份爱付出去多少

然后得到多少并不计较

当我想清楚的时候我就算已经准备好

放手去爱海阔天高

喔...耶...

i like the meaning... tiok!!!

Kelantan-ING

study? MCD the smartest choice~

Where to study?

why choose here?

because..... it

where to go when stress?

breakfast?

stress face?

inn hardworking? (or act?)
ah chen drinking coffee~
aduh~ (just act ok?)
ah piong get force to hardworking (hahaha~)

my first time...

everyone got their own very first time, i believe...
what the ''first time'' that make me unforgettable?
hmm hmm hmm....

let me think:~~~

i wanted to write when i was born,
but impossible that i can remember it right?
(ok, forget about it)

i remember first time i learn to write my chinese name..
where the place and who the 'teacher'??
the place is at my old house (kubang kerian's house)
my 'teacher' is my brother....
which brother?
if i'm not mistaken is my second brother...
is hard to write my name..
cause my middle name ‘海’too many 笔画...
@@

i remember first time i did ear piercing...
sakit tau?
after i did don't know which side,
i'm scared to did the other side...
but, get force by my mom~~T.T

i remember my first time went to make my IC or mycard...
after school....
i went with my dad...
i was so happy...
(cause feel like myself is a big girl already, actually not!)
that time i weared primary school uniform to there...

i remember first time i went into secondary school...
is an orientation day..
first time i wear secondary school uniform....
^^
i was so happy, i met my friends and chatting with them..
after orientation,
got people bring us to see our class and visit around the school...
but......................................
i lost!!!!
i couldn't follow them cause i don't know when they are leaving...
T.T
nervous-ING....
alone????
oh...........
can you guys imagine how scared am i?

i remember first time i'm sitting PMR and SPM exam...
stress??
no...
hahaha~
i still can enjoy....
that's why my result was so bad!!!
=.=!!!
kids....
don't try to learn me ya?

i remember first time i took the SPM result...
my result...
no eye see.....**
felt upset for 'a while'...
after that..........................
hahahahahaha~
play whole day with my friends...
midnight only back home...

i remember first time i came to KL..
i felt nothing...
miss family?
no... not at all......
i was staying with a quite quiet girl...
who the girl?
Adelynn Khor Chia Ling.............(nowadays is my ex-roommate)
before this i just knew her through msn,
we are not so close..
but my dad and her dad is a best friend..
so they planned for us to stay together...
of course i'm ok with it... (i'm so sporting... hahahaha~)
but don't know how about her........
at first, i scared to make any noise or kidding with her.. (i loved to joke and make noise actually)
i mean i'm not dare...
(now only i know she's not that quiet... hahaha~)

i remember first time i did nose piercing...
a long story about it..
hahahaha~
that day, we go 'hang kai' at mid valley..
me, inn, adelynn and wan yee..
i keep on saying i wanna do nose piercing.......
keep on finding where to pierce..
i asked people.. (see how WANTED to pierce am i, until asked people lerr..)
the saler said what what what dragon got... (is a tattoo shop, but they also got do piercing)
while on the way to the shop,
i was so so so so so so so NERVOUS....!!!!!!!!!!
Inn accompany me to the shop....
i keep and keep and keep on asking her is it pain? (i very scared PAIN lerr!!) (she did before.. she known..)
i think she also think that i'm kiam pao.. hahaha~ is it?
reached the shop........................!!!
oh my goodness!!! heartbeat!!
i cannot sit properly... keep on asking is it ok with the poin the the shop owner poined? is it pain? oh, i'm scared!!!!
i think the shop owner also tulan me, she make a lansi face lerrr....
Inn also don't want choi me le....
T.T
'pupp.....' (the piercing sound!)
finished....
my 眼泪 slowly 流下来... (i'm not crying ok? is normal for nose pierced)
ok, RM6...
beres, balik rumah!!! hehehe~ not that pain la....

actually i still got a lot of VERY FIRST TIME momment....
but i think you guys also lazy to read too many right?
anything to share with me also???

drawing?

Before i coming KL

my hobby is drawing...

i can drawing and drawing and drawing for everyday..

but nowadays i never touch pencil for drawing anymore..

that day suddenly 心血来潮..

drawed a cartoon...

not that nice,

but i just want to sharing it with you guys...

^^:~

the cartoon that i drawed

my drawing, before this.... (actually not that 满意!)

this is that time i'm too boring, then i drawed it... not nice at all!!!~

this is the most tak puas hati punya work...

just wanna sharing, please don't think that i try to show off....!!! i know it isn't a good work..

missin'...

i miss my family....
my dad
my mom
my 1st brother
and my 2nd brother also...

i miss my relatives....
my aunts
my cousins
my uncles
my grandpa
.........................................

i miss my friends
minru
wjing
mandy
b.ching
sook lin
(my SS friends)
PBSM's friends
Seni Foto's friends (i'm not president anymore)

i miss my doggyzZ...
mumu
mimi
and lessie
(actually i forgot to write, thanks ''fortune thinker'' [my brother] for reminded me..)

i miss there's food...
too many..
uncounttable....

i miss the place......
Pantai Cahaya Bulan (having party with my friends)
Pantai Irama (a nice beach nearby my house)
the sun cafe (singing and vodka ice)
kb mall (a lame shopping mall but i also miss it)
minru and wjing's house (melepak)
chung hwa (old school)

i miss The thing that i did....
photograhp days (busy but enjoy)
singing at the sun cafe
family meeting (chatting around)
yam cha with friends (where? Hayaki.... nice place)
window shopping at kb mall (sienz~~)

the conclusion is............
i miss Kelantan....
although is a lame place...
no cinema...
no club no bar...
no disco...
no karaoke...
what also don't have....
@_@!!!
but....................
i miss it!!!!!

the message that make me so touching

1st msg:
Yin, don need to b so upset. it's just da beginning ok? i kno u sure sad a bit 1. i can c. nvm la. at least u try ur best. u got work for it. so i willing to teach u. u after pool den back home rest ok? don 1 always late home dy. ok?

don't remember what i replied.......
cause in blur from napping~ @@

2nd msg:
don dissapointed. just beginning. must work hard next sem ar.don understand den tell me. i will help you. u don give up. we study acc 2gather. i will help u. okie. u must rest ok? 2nite don out le understand? now u staying outside alone. easily get influence 1. don get mix v bad ppl. not every1 treat u s me ok? every ppl oso dangerous 1. don easy trust ppl.

and i forgot to reply.........@@

touching...... T.T
the message is from my best friend..
i never know that he so cared about me...
i mean US.....
Inn and Adelynn is included...

我变了。。。

自从来KL后，
我发觉到我变了很多。。。
我变得很容易哭，
以前超难掉眼泪的我，
竟然可以为了很小的事情而流眼泪！
没以前那么坚强。。。
我变得很弱，
根本觉得我保护不了自己了，不像以前。。
我变得很乖了，
不像以前那么霸道。。
（其实我不喜欢变乖的！）
还是很怀念以前那个霸道的我。
天不怕，地不怕。。。
还保护得了别人。。
现在需要别人来保护我了？？
我真的变得很软弱了。。。
我的心也没以前那么坚强了！
以前在朋友之间我什么事都可以做主，
她们都很听我的，
很respect我。。。
现在什么事都是要听别人的话照做。。
不是很敢出自己的意见了。。
怕又说错了话。。。。。。。就不好了！
我不喜欢现在的我。。。
好不像我自己哦！！！
我好怀念以前那个黑黑霸道又丑陋的小女生。。。
不是CLOUDY,
而是刘海云，or 小妹(以前的称呼。。=.=)

photos of studying....

study-ING economics~~

adelynn: God, help me!!!

ah chen: stress!! stress!! stress!!

Xiang: Cloudy, capture me!!! (never read any notes also...)

Inn: What song can i sing to release my stress lerr???

hehe~

guys.....

don't mad ya???

muackz~

unforgetable memory....

Stresssss!!!!!! exam!!!!

never sleep for whole night...
me and ah chen going to study at Mc Donald at 2am..
stress while study, tired some more..
felt like wanna cry...
but when i'm too stress,
i just ran to toilet and washed my face...
we are prepared for exam... (introduction to business and economics)
Galdon coming in a while after that..
he suddenly come!!! terkejut~
haha~
we studying and sometimes i bully Galdon, to release my stress...
hehe~
tired like hell...
around 6am or 7am Inn and Adelynn(my hou ji mui) has coming...
joined us......
i felt so 清醒 after they coming...
play while tired...
hahahahahahaha~
crazy fellows~~
ok now, i'm telling you guys about the exam....
i forget all what had i read...
too bad....
oh my goodness........
my intro to biz's essay DIE la......
economics?
no need to say la, dah tau mati....
i slept while exam-ING....
not sengaja... but i can't control my eyes...
too tired lerrrrr!!!
oh ya,
Inn said my panda eyes very 深！！！！
cham.......
wah, the conclusion is today i stress like hell la.....
mati (X_x)

Shit Exam!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm sleepless, restless, but not eatless(hehe~) for 5 or 6 days.....
because of the f*cking final exam....
my eyes cannot stand anymore!!!!
everyday headache....
so pity to myself... (this is cause of 临时抱佛脚... hehe~)
@_@
i hope i can pass all the subject..
i don't want to retake in next semester!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's wasting time and MONEY!!

study is a hell for me...

Introduce myself

name: Lau Hy Yin

nick name: Cloudy

age: 17 up going 18 (on 10August08)

birthday: 15/10 (must understand 0o.. hehe~)

interest: Dance, Pool, Watching Movie, taking picture

favourite colour: of course is Black and White

Hate: Play boy (f*ck you, don't try to get me)

status: Single (never feel lonely to be alone)

my style: lala, punk, black and white

the most important person in my life:

-Family

-Friends

friendster address: lhyyin_1015@hotmail.com

msn: lhyyin@hotmail.com

about me:

-i'm rude

-talkactive

-like to smile

-joking around

-noob

-not pretty

-trying to be confident

-not anak manja

-love friends

-not smoker

-friendly (praise myself?)

-fierce (for sometimes)

-no music no life

this is my pictures:

that's all about me... thanks~

oh my god!!!!

oh my god!!!! cloudy had her own blog?

in my life, i never like to blogging...

i felt so lazy and...... hmmmm, my english is damn suck...

but.......................

don't know why suddenly will created a BLOG..

hehehe~

so, sometimes maybe i will use chinese language in my blog ya..

support me~~